My now pic,,,,,

First off let me say, I renamed the blog,,, the best me I can be, because that is my ultimate goal,, that should be all of ours!,, not to be skinny, or thin, or whatever society thinks we should be,, but to be the BEST ME I CAN BE!!!  For me,, that happens to include weight loss.


ok here goes nothing,.... here is a pic of me when our oldest boy left on his mission

I'm the one in the orange jacket.  I look like a pumpkin.  :-/

I weighed about 250 here. and since then I avoided the camera,,,, 

I dont think I have a pic of me at my most recent heaviest....  oh wait,, I found one that I had my hubby take on like day three of this journey,.... here it is,,, YUCK!

 There I am,,, doing my walking dvd that my mum sent me!  I did a whole mile that day! YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!  I used to run 5k races,,, now I can't run a mile! LOL Pathetic how easy it is to let oneself go!

day three I think,,,       and today.....

This is me three weeks later,, boy I am really putting myself out there,,, I want to see the changes!  in this pick I am down 17 lbs,  (I'm pulling my shirt tight behind my back because let's face it,, the secret is out already, no delusions here!)

My goal is to surprise my son when he gets home from his mission December 2015 with a huge weight loss!! I think I'm well on my way.